Friday, November 29

Owls go hoot hoot!

Proudly presenting my first ever knitted sweater! This Kate Davies’ pattern is a fast knit and even for beginners like me I figured out how to attach the sleeves to the body and do the kitchener stitch for grafting. I had some troubles with the short rows at the back though, but in the end I'm very pleased at how this sweater turned out. I do hope it fits for my sister's two-year-old . I knit a size 3-4 year old, because the pattern's size was small according to fellow knitters WITH children (it's always hard to knit children's garment when you don't have children yourself, it's like: next time I see the child, I'll try to measure and memorize the length of her arms, body by sight :-) )

I don't know which buttons and how many buttons I will add to represent the owl's eyes. I found some reddish buttons in my mom's sewing supplies box, but maybe I'll look for other ones because the colours don't really match in my opinion.

Wednesday, November 20

Thankful November

When Winter is already waiting on our doorstep, I try to stay warm with hot tea, self knitted socks, cosy blankets on the sofa and the thought of how lucky I am not to be living in the Philippines. There where people lost their homes, families, belongings, faith and hope. So I'm even thankful when it rains, to see raindrops on the windows. They remind me of how lucky I am to have a home.

Saturday, November 9

Off the needles and from the sewing machine

A woman's got to carry a lot in her bag or purse. I often find myself dragging along lots of handy stuff like mints, lipbalm, a tiny in-case-of-emergency-kit, personal stuff for thàt time of the month, hair ribbons and lots more. I also find myself searching through my bag for all that and that made me come up with an idea to organize my purse content a bit more. So the first thing I wanted to make was something that kept my personal things together, yes indeed, for thàt time of the month. If it could hold a few sanitary pads and some tampons for emergency cases, that would be fine for me! I'm satisfied with the outcome. It was a first try but I think it looks kind of 'sloppy'. I did use some fusible interfacing though. It was actually my first time working with it. I'm planning on making more, for organizing some make-up.

The past weeks I also finished the In Threes Cardigan for my little niece. I think it'll be a Christmas present.

Have you been knitting or sewing lately? Do you have any smart ideas for organizing your purse?

Saturday, November 2

All Souls' Day

Sant Serni de Canillo (Andorra, 2013)

Remembering all the deceased.

As a nurse, I deal with death more than I actually want. I remember my first deceased when I was only a nursing student during one of my first internships at a small, local hospital. The nurse I was assigned to, send me to a patient to take her blood pressure, only I didn't know the patient was almost deceased. So I entered the room and there were two people sitting next to the patient. Very quietly.  They nodded to me. They were family.

I told them what I was about to do. The woman in the bed looked like she was sleeping. I had a very hard time hearing the systolic pressure, because the patiënt probably had a very low pressure. At that moment, it occurred to me that the family was actually there, outside of the visiting hours, because clearly the woman was about to die. I was actually a bit mad at the nurse for not telling me about the patient's condition and just sending me in there on my own, just because she needed a blood pressure, written in the patient's file. Of course, 15 minutes later, she had passed away. Later that day, another patiënt had to be rushed to the E.R. because of an acute bowel ischaemia. She returned deceased.

Now, 8 years later, having worked on regular units and on an intensive care unit, I have seen many people pass away. I have seen people pass away after family has been waking near their beds for hours and hours. Just when the family takes a 5 minute break, the patient slips away. On the other hand, last month, family was waiting for one more son to come from a far region, he had to drive 8 hours to get to the hospital and told his brother on the phone to tell their dad that he was on his way to say goodbye to him and that he loves him. On intensive care, people are monitored continuously. Looking at his vital signs on the monitor, we didn't think the son would make it in time. But he did and the moment he stepped into the room and took his dying father's hand, the patient went into a flat line and his pressure dropped.

Death is a part of my job and I do feel gratification and satisfaction from family members of deceased patients. Just to be there, and also taking care of them, often means the world to them.

Often it's sad to see them suffer from their loss. But also seeing their relief, after sometimes weeks or months of coming to visit their beloved one on intensive care, and already having said goodbye to them, bit by bit, everytime they leave.